As the summer ends, some of my friends who are completing college in 5 years, left to go back to school.
I went to a school on the East Coast, and most of my friends from there, still live on the East Coast.
I’m happy to be back home in California, as I can be close to my family and I’ve stopped being long distance with my boyfriend.
However, it’s become clear as friends leave to go to school, that my best friend here is my boyfriend, and his friends (now, also mine) are the closest friends I have.
They make me so happy, and especially with my boyfriend and his best friend, I can be the truest form of myself.
I’m lucky to have them.
But, if I lose them, I’m worried I’ll be so alone.
Why is it always the nights that you need to sleep
Are the ones that cause you to toss and turn, endlessly
This time last year I was unemployed, broke, and suicidal.
Today, I just got the keys to my first house.
Give it time.every time I see this, I reblog it.
I don’t care that you got into drugs for three months straight, or how much sleep you lost in that period. I don’t care that you went home and fucked that person and woke up at 6am hating everything about yourself, or that you smoked so much you sounded as though your lungs were giving out.
You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.
You’re just human, and being human means you need to survive and you do so whichever way you deem fit, fuck everyone else.”